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Thursday, June 18, 2009


finally all hopes are gone...now i can only pray that things will start turnig for the better...

am thinking should i actually go back to poly or should i work and pay for pte uni myself...my dad was telling mi he wouldn want to pay for me and ask me to go back to poly to study...sian if only and if only...

realised one thing...very very true thing...in this world there is no such thing as forever love...i believe so now..no matter how good guys are to me now i am wary of everyone of them...they can say till they will die without me or that they love me so much yet evry single word cant be trusted because it's shown and proven people heal quickly from their wounds thought they claim to be so damn miserable...

love is never there...i guess there can never be too...

~ { 02:40 }
marssh


Tuesday, June 02, 2009


got kick outta school le....haiz knew this kinda thing would happen but when it did still cant help but feel disappointed by it...dad ask me to appeal and i did...e prof called n asked to meet me thought i had a chance but in the end he asked me over to give me a big N.O and to 'insult' me...

feel as though i am a real idiot with no brains after what he said...felt as though i really am stupid. maybe i really am...'

now i am really losing my way in life...i dont know what i should do and how i should carry on life from here already...i am really feeling depressed.why do bad things have to all come at one go..

i guess i have to start reflecting on my life from now on..

G.O.N.E

~ { 17:25 }
marssh