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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ren sheng shuld take things easy?i guess i m starting to do so le....hahas dunno why it took mi so long to realise tat i shuldn be too bothered abt e matters ard mi...but slowly n slowly i m starting to understand tat if one day i were supposed to let go of wat i have i juz have to do so....no matter how sad i m going to be holding onto wat shuldn be urs will make ur life evn more terrible....

he's gd to mi....but at times we still quarrel....compared wif my previous r/s i can say he's a vry nice guy...at least at times he'll still take up my nonsense n give in to mi....but he gets angry too easy le....

i knoe he's been keeping in contact wif his ex yet at times when i ask him abt it he'll say no...i've met up wif his ex bfore n we'd talked abt alot of stuffs....my sch her work n more....she's a nice gal n maybe tats y sumtimes i lose confidence in myself...

i can laugh n smile on e outside but u'll nvr knoe wats hiding in my heart....i aint a gal who can express my feelings out so easily...i m fragile i get hurt easily...n i hate tat kinda feeling....

sometimes he makes mi feel disappointed....bcoz whenever i really wish for him to be there he will not be...there was once i got sick from having a hangover...tat nites i had wished so much tat he'll be there to hug mi to slp at least i wud have felt btr yet he went ovr to his fren's hm....he had said tat he had no choice but to go coz his frens made him...but still i was really unhappy i believe he knew abt it...i started thinking wild...n actually i had been guessing tat he went to meet up wif his ex....hahs i had no proof thou...so i had to put it behind mi....=X i had really hope for this r/s to have a perfect endng...but i aint putting too much hope anymores....juz try my best n hope we'll be happy for e days we're tgt jiu hao bahz...e rest i guess its up to fate to deciede le bahz...

sch's no gd...been too slack last sem gpa only gotten 2.3 nows needa buck up alr bahz....or else i guess i'd have to waste another yr to repeat yr 1 agains....haiez...jiayous jiayous muz wake up le!!!

i m missing my frens...hope will be able to go for e thai trip sia.....n also pray hard will be able to save enuf for my taiwan trip wif my dear....=)

~ { 19:11 }
marssh

Monday, January 14, 2008

been a long time since i blog.....during e few mths lots have happened....where to begin how to begin i also dunno.....have so much to write abt yet i dunno how i'm gonna express all my feelings....

been crying for no particular reasons...getting kinda sensitive to e things ard mi....feeling tat i seem to bcum more closed up nows....i guess i really need a vry vry gd rest nows....

sch's not being gd...i miss my frens(i realised i haven been hanging out much anymore) coz of work n my bf...zhong se qing you rites....trying to change this bad habit of mine....damn i hope holidays quickly cum so tat i can quickly get out for a brk wif u guys....

sch's soooo early tmlo i hope i m able to get myself outta bed in time....HAIEZ!!!

~ { 01:46 }
marssh