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Thursday, September 27, 2007

hmmm sch holiday....haven been enjoying much too....realised i've been kinda tired out....over wat stuffs i dunno myself too ahahas weird rites i knoe lahz lolol

holiday's ending nxt wk le arrrgghhhsss still haven complete my lab report yets sians.....going back to sch to stay le i guess it shuld be gd bahz....maybe i shuld cut down on msging him too much too....

so sadded....tues was yue bing jie.....evry yr also will have candles n sparklers to celebrate wi....but this yr?celebrated wif alcohol....it kinda dampens my mood not a little but alot n alots.....realised my bf dun plays wif mi....i wanna go zoo he dun want...i wanna play candles he dun want....haiez...who say only small kids do tat?haiez...*upsetted*

gals outing on sun....u all muz really make mi get up n go down u knoe...i've been quite lazy to go out recently....sians i'm feelign tired of my life alr....dunno wat e hell i'm doing...seems as though i'm going to ruin it soon....

maybe soon i'll be enjoying being single agains hahahas stoopid r/s....they only made mi realised 1 thing....putting ur heart totally into a guy gets u nowhere.....it will only get u all shattered n lost in ur directions....i didn knoe he actually find mi too clingy....when he was sick i juz tot i shuld help take cares since his mum's not at hm...yahs maybe i shuldn have think tat way le bahz n i i guess i've been going ovr too much le....guess tat shuld stop too....realised i've neglected my studies n my frens too le....esp my guy frens...i've tried to accomodate le but will he do so for mi too?i dun think so bahz....

~ { 15:22 }
marssh

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i guess its been quite sum times since i've updated le bahz.....been feeling rather down lately...esp today n yest.....its CA wk nows n cuming fri will be having 2 more papers to go....yet i'm still not studying....bcoz i have no mood....

sumtimes i do wonder....do u really love mi or nots....its been 5mths since we've gotten tgt le...to tell e truth i'm actually kinda tired....tired of having to travel so long hrs juz to go n find u.....but u dun seem to appreciate it...i've been feeling tat evn if i leave ur life u wudn be feeling upset ovr it too.....

i got drunk vry vry drunk last nite....but i still ovrheard sum of e stuffs u n e rest were talking abt...it kinda upset mi a little....i aint sum1 who takes things e hard way....i expect ppl to use soft approaches on mi....e more u force mi on sumthing e more angry i will get....when i cried last nite e words u said deeply hurt mi....'i also dun understand wat she's crying for' is it really sumting a guy shuld say abt his gf?i cry bcoz i feel bad inside....all i need is a small hug from e person i love but instead e hug i got was from my boss....it simoply made mi cried evn harder....

haiez i also dunno wat i m thinking now....sumtimes it juz seems tat alot of misunderstanding is arising btw us n they're sumtimes so ridiculous i dunno wat to do....i love u n i knoe i wudn be able to leave u but it gets a little hard to tolerate ur temper sumtimes bcoz i'm not a sweet temper gal....

~ { 23:00 }
marssh