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Saturday, February 23, 2008

11 more hrs to my flight....i'm feeling vexed....e rain was heavy today so was my heart....

it had been a week since our quarrels started....he said he kan dao wo jiu angry....it pains mi...i've been ignored evn thou i've been at his hm for e past few days..he said he didn feel it tat way but it was obvious throu e way he treated his frens n e way he behaved when he saw mi...i haven seen his smile for e whole wk....nor has he bothered to talk much to mi....smses were short n cold...but it was only to mi....

been crying e whole wk...my heart hurts real lot....when i tried to talk to him again last nite he again flare on mi....i really didn understand...what in e world did i do to deserve e way he is treating mi nows....i dun get it...i was juz upset tat when i really wanted alittle hug n attention from him he didn bother abt mi...yet till this moment all i've gotten was evn much hurting attitudes....

it hurts far more den any words can describe....but i cant say...bcoz i dun want any more quarrels...its hard to pretend e hurt dun exist but i guess its harder to cope if i were to lose him....i miss e days of fun n laughter

~ { 01:15 }
marssh