time flies.....in a week's time it'll be nov alr....n soon i'll be taking my end yr exam....so fast....it's been 2mths since sch started...n within 2 mths my sch is finishing lects alr....they've squeezed 2yrs of studies into these short short 2mths....i didn take up chem n bio during jc so i guess it will be kinda tough for mi when i dun understand all e chim chim terms....nxt wk CA2 alr...=( 3 papers in a wk....phys mat sci n maths...=X all bcoz of e deepavali holiour maths paper was shifted up 1 wk in advance....sians!!!

e wk after tat another 1 CA paper for life sci.....

den st after my CA papers...my major exam will start on e 14th of nov!!yeah so happy...=X arrrggghhss 5 papers to go n i'm left wif 2 more wks to study.....sadded worse thing is i m not stressing myself enuf....i guess i'll be disappointed wif e results agains.....

this few days have to take time out to go view flats again....i'm shifting hm again!my hm was sold n we have 3mths left to move out....haiez.....kinda packed for e whole mth....i didn wish to move....really troublesome....dun understand wat adults are thinking.....y go through all e bother to make life so difficult....haiez

i was disappointed again.....i had really wish to go to e zoo...yet we didn get to go again yest....yest was his off day yet he still had to go out wif his boss to do sum work....when he came back it was alr near 1pm n e zoo close at 6pm....by e time we finish preparing it will be 2plus...i guess traveling needs abt 1hr bahz....2hrs left to visit...hahas den still go for wat....i skipped lect for tat day n i evn missed my og lunch outing tat afternoon to wait for him....he didn evn let mi knoe when he'll be back...he left w/o saying anything....though he ddidn mind going to e zoo wif mi after tat but i guess evn if he did we wudn have enjoyed ourselves bahz....

seriously i dun understand why his attitude seems to have changed....=( we seem to talk much lesser nowadays.....evn when he calls either i will be listening to him talk abt his work or else vry less words were exchanged.....he takes long to rply smses or otherwises doesn evn rply to them.....it makes mi feel kinda bad though i dun say.....i knoe he's stress wif work....bz wif it...i dun mind listenign to him complain at least he might feel btr after talking to sumbody but i seems to be neglected bcoz of his work....=X

i'm someone who demands alot of attention....so i guess i m rather unhappy wif this....sumitmes it seems he doesn really bother much n i have to be understanding towards all this....i m trying....but dunno whether he can be understanding towards mi too or nots?if i were to tell him all these will there be quarrels again?haiez...i guess have to remian quiet den....sumtimes i wish i were his fren instead bcoz he seems to be more willing to pei his frens....