hmmmm its been kinda of a long wk.....been sick from last week till nows...=.= wat sickness actually i also dunno....evryday wake up=headache+cough+flu+evry nite getting nitemare so sadded......i dreamt of sum1 throwing worms at mi...aaaaaarrrggghsss!!!been feeling vry vry lazy this few days didn have e energy nor mood to do anything.....simply nth at all....also dunno wats wrong....haiez
went out wif jas to kbox on thurs.....sang for abt 4hrs.....jialats luckily i'm strong didn lose my voice hhohoho but it was fun isn it....2 ppl in kbox nobody to fight ovr wif u for e mic hahas....thus another kbox outing agains bahz.....=)
fri went out wif him.....i guess this shuld be e 3rd time we went for a movie tgt bbahz.....hahas watch resident evil...it was kinda nice show bahz i've alwaz like e female lead she looks so cool n sexy...awww i'm not lesbian okok i juz find her pretty only....hmmmm i was jumpy throughout e whole show.....n he complained tat he was shocked by mi instead of e show lol
cuming tues wud be our 6th mth tgt alr.....time seems to fly vry fast....i find it real comfortable being able to rest in his arms....but e hugs seems to cum n go.....sumtimes it really feels kinda tiring like this....if i hadn made tat choice back den.....maybe i wudn be feeling this bad nows alr.....thou i m happy wif him but i guess e prob is e gals again bahz.....hahas yea i know he had alr said they were frens.....frens n frens but i guess i still cant get used to my bf 'sweet-talking' to other gals bahz......i dun do tat kinda stuffs maybe tats y i expect e same from my guy too bahz....haiez but he's been real sweet this few days....
i had hoped for a long n stable r/s but i guess like alwaz is been said tat nth lasts forever bahz....so i guess if its really time to let go no matter how hard its going to be still have to face it bravely bahz....hahas but i really hope this day wun cum so fast yet bahz.....hahas