i guess its been quite sum times since i've updated le bahz.....been feeling rather down lately...esp today n yest.....its CA wk nows n cuming fri will be having 2 more papers to go....yet i'm still not studying....bcoz i have no mood....
sumtimes i do wonder....do u really love mi or nots....its been 5mths since we've gotten tgt le...to tell e truth i'm actually kinda tired....tired of having to travel so long hrs juz to go n find u.....but u dun seem to appreciate it...i've been feeling tat evn if i leave ur life u wudn be feeling upset ovr it too.....
i got drunk vry vry drunk last nite....but i still ovrheard sum of e stuffs u n e rest were talking abt...it kinda upset mi a little....i aint sum1 who takes things e hard way....i expect ppl to use soft approaches on mi....e more u force mi on sumthing e more angry i will get....when i cried last nite e words u said deeply hurt mi....'i also dun understand wat she's crying for' is it really sumting a guy shuld say abt his gf?i cry bcoz i feel bad inside....all i need is a small hug from e person i love but instead e hug i got was from my boss....it simoply made mi cried evn harder....
haiez i also dunno wat i m thinking now....sumtimes it juz seems tat alot of misunderstanding is arising btw us n they're sumtimes so ridiculous i dunno wat to do....i love u n i knoe i wudn be able to leave u but it gets a little hard to tolerate ur temper sumtimes bcoz i'm not a sweet temper gal....