i'm sorrys if i've cause any hurrt in any way....regrets are of no use anymore....took e rest of e day off couldn continue working with this kinda mood....i guess i deserved it for i let go of my own happiness this time round so i cant blame anybody.....
something is happenign to mi n i dunno wat;s wrong....i'm going off tmlo for the camp n i guess it will simply be the worse week of my life....no mood to pack up....damn it....
heaven seems to be playing a huge joke on me this time....hahas everything was fine till i went to destroy it myself.....i smashed my own heart alr n it seems beyond repair nows...
i guess i'm gonna miss e hugs n kisses i received at nites.....e warmth i get when i feel cold.....e long talks into e wee hours.....e songs u sang for mii......e way u made mi smile....e way u made fun of mi....n noodles u made for mi....
i dunno wat i myself want nows...i m simply confused of myself....i want u n i need u but i'm afraid of being with u....why?i dunno...