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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hmmmm is it e weather or m i starting to fall sick nows.....feeling cold on a bright sunny afternoon....maybe its coz i'm freezing in my heart tats y i cant feel any warmth.....i'm feeling damn terrible.....terribly down n out....i'm really feeling vry depressed nows.....sumbody lend mi a shoulder to cry on bahz....

yest proved to be a vry damn day for mi.....quarrels early in e morn mayb i shuldn have ask den it wudn have started....sandals broke on e way to meet e og....change of venue w'o knowing wasted alot of money on cab fares....nites went to wait for him fang gong but he sat on e bench nxt to mi w/o seeing mi there....it upsets mi so much decieded to wait for him a hm...in e end he went out wif frn so i went off when cedric ask mi out for a drink.....quarrels again in e nites n i knoe this time it is my fault....

maybe i overreacted over tat matter but i still dun feel gd abt it nows....i guess no gals like their guys to get too close to any gals no matter wat bahz....n for mi i guess i'm not a vry da fang gal who can accept such things bahz....though sumtimes i may pretend to be nonchalant abt wat u're doing but pls knoe deep down its kinda uneasy to knoe gals r so attracted to u....=X

i'm not sumone who's pretty nor intelligent....nor do i have a terrific figure or knoe how to cook or do any housework......tats y i find it insecure as i have nth to mske u stay by my side.....=(

sorrys if i've evr said anything tat upsetted u or done anything wrong to make u unhappy....cheer up kkk....i love u dar!!

sch's starting nxt wk....i'm feeling evn more worse....i'm so afraid i wun b able to cope....going to have to clean up my hall rm soon n have to move in le....haiez i guess i'll miss mmy boy evn more after this....nobody to hug mi to slp in e nites....giving mi e warmth i need in e cold cold nites....really do hope we'll be able to spend more time tgt but i guess it will be difficult....haiez...need sum1 to talk to....but where n how do i start....

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marssh