this time have i really made e wrong choice?i'm trying to hold on to e only little hopes i have left....i've juz realised i cant seem to let go just yet....what's holding back?i'm not sure of it myself.....he broke e word but i held on...yahs i shouldn be doing so i know but i cant seem to help it....hahas i guess i need time by myself bahz....maybe he doesn know how i'm feeling right now i guess maybe it didn really occur to him how hurt i'm feeling bahz....
he've asked to break again n i'm still trying to say no....i really dont wish to.... i've told him i'll get my stuffs back asap n his 1 word reply hurts me alot....it seems to really show he doesn really care about me at all....do u really still love me?i've really wanted u to tell me straight in e face that u do n really do mean what u've said....
i guess i realised it hurts more than anything to be asked to go away for so many times...n each time e love for him is still lingering on so strongly that i'm suffocating from it....
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
this song is meaningful to me....i guess its cause some of e stuffs i wanted to tell him lies here....hahas ok lahz i'm stupid i've realised it long long ago already....i guess i also need time to think over bahz....otherwise maybe he might also be mentally tortured by me for being so sticky n not letting go yet....hahahas i still love my xiong mao n i really do....=((