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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

hmmmm i'm back tgt wif him....this time i hope nth will go wrong again....till now evrything remains soo sweet n i feel so xing fu....this r/s seems so fairy-tale like...none of my ex has really given mi this kinda feeling bfore nor have they evr let mi taste wat it feels like to b doted on so much....mayb that's y i'm falling hard for him bahz.... sumtimes when i look at him i really wonder how cum god loves mi so much....or is it simply juz a joke played on mi instead....

really hope it wudn juz last for another few wks only....once bitten twice shy twice bitten it'll b hard for a third time...it's actually hard for mi to do it a 2nd time....to tell e truth part of mi is still holding back mayb coz i'm really afraid of a third time bahz....this time when we patched up i had promised myself 1 thing....i will not let myself slip into tat kinda depression anymore if it does happen again....i guess it was simply too tiring for this kinda stuff le....if he were to let go of mi e third time i wun hold him back alr....

now 1 thing i'm really feeling insecure abt is his ex....i guess i cud kinda understand how she is feeling now bahz n i think it might b worse den wat i was going through bahz....it makes mi kinda guilty now i seem to have cum in btw them le....hmmmm if she really cums back for him mayb i shuld back out hahas....i dun want e whole thing to keep dragging btw e 3 of us anymmore....if it makes her happy den go ahead bahz....it's real tiring dragging like this.....no matter how much i love him i'll still back out le....dun worry no more tears anymore....i wun cry at least not infron of others le...i'll learn to b strong....

~ { 23:22 }
marssh