hmmmm back to blog le....=)) wish to dedicate this post to my boi...haiez but guess he wudn b able to see this....shuld have let him knoe abt my blog den at least he'd understand wat i'm feeling rite now bahz....
firstly i wanna thank him for giving mi all e sweet memories for this past 2mths...u've been really a gd guy n i really thank god for letting mi knoe u bahz....though for this 2 mths i've been upset coz of e breakups but e happy moments have alr made up for them....
yest we finished watching zhuan jiao le....e 1st feeling i've got was 'e show's ended...r we gonna end too?' hahas i've said in my previous post le mahz...u've gave mi e feeling tat we're gonna end alr....juz like last time...
i'm e kind who think alot....but i dunno how to express myself well bahz....i take a vry long time to think things n whenevr i try to ask u sumting it really took mi alot alot of courage to do so...i tend to keep my feelings to myself alot mayb tats y i may not b able to communicate properly bahz....
i did hope for our r/s to last coz i really do love ya alot....but wanna tell u if really it happens tat u still miss her so much n really wanna let go of our r/s den i guess this time i'll really let u go bahz....bei mian qiang e ai qing bu shu yu zi ji....hahas i muz learn to grow up this time bahz.....canot keep holding on to u like tat i guess it'll make u more xing ku bahz.....i guess it'll make mi a selfish bitch if i cont to do so bahz....wanna see u smile coz u look really cute when u do so...=DD hahas...