received his msgs...dunno whether i shuld b happy or evn more upset wif it....it seems as though nth has happened but still nth is e same anymore.....i;m tired...i knoe i'm not a strong gal tats e way i m....
juz came back from work fucking boss damn ass today...no pay again+keep making us work till so late....i'm not trying to b racist here but after working for him i've really developed a dislike for indians alr....coz he's 1...he kept deleting my customers' songs damn it....dunno wats his stoopid prob...mind kept thinking n thinking juz now in e transport....but abt wat i dunno....seems to b thinking abt nth think my brain is going dead soon....
getting sick alr....think cried too much till my nose now block le n my throat starting to hurt haiez.....i didn touch any liquor today....coz i promised him i wun drink today le....hahas stoopid gal rites so many ppl kept singing e song he sang for mi....e pub played his song when i juz reached n laid down my bag.....after tat sum customer also sang it when i was sitting down waiting for him to rply....but it nvr came anymore....coz he's back hm alr...
haiez i feel like such a bitch now.....trying to hold on to him evn though he's now sum other gal's guy alr....i shuld stop all these nonsense rite??otherwise he'll b e 1 feeling evn more terrible bahz....didn wanna make him vex e it hurts mi too....but it does occur to mi....is it all true?or mayb he's lying to mi....
haiez i'm meeting him tmlo get back my stuffs pray hard hard e tears will flow inside n not out in fron of him bahz....dun wanna make him evn more fan le....=x