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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

oh gosh pls slap mi n wake mi up from this stoopid nitemare....i had hope so much tat e moment i wake up i will b able to receive ur msg saying this is all a game juz a joke u're playing wif mi n its not real....

e hangover is really getting to mi....now having e dizzy spell n nausea sensation....hahas e moment i woke up e 1st thing i did was check my hp juz like e past few days....but 1 thing is diff today alr....theres no msg from u n there wudn b anymore morn msgs from u anymore too....yah yah e tears r here again...i didn tot i'll b able to make it through e nite....dun worry i'm not thinking of suicide juz tat time really passed too slowly alr....i cudn slp properly e moment i close my eys i dreamt abt u again....my pillows r still wet but they'll dry juz like how i'll run outta tears soon....i hope it does happen....

if this was a dream i hop god will let mi cum out of it immediately....but i guess its not...for e pain is still there....at this time i guess u're alr on ur way to work le....juz e tot of it makes my tears cum alr lahz....hahahs started thinking back again lahz how i usede to pei u go to work n wait for ur shop to open after tat stay inside n stand ard for awhile looking at u....i shuld have went to work wif u instead yest morn rites den mayb evryting wud have been diff alr....i really regretted....y didn i force myself to wake up juz for u yest morn....y y y....looking back at ur msgs i realise i've really been bad to u....bringing up e topic of breakup a few times rites den now i felt guilty making u upset den....but now u've brought it n its for real this time....

mayb i shuld really meet u tmlo n listen to wat u're gonna say to mi rites....but i knoe i confirm wun b able to let go of u if i were to see u den....i'm vry sure my tears wun stop flowing n i really dun want tat to happen in fron of u....dun wanna hold onto u only to get brush off....hahas watch too much dramas le horz...i missed u....

~ { 10:33 }
marssh