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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

hmmm starting to feel tired alr mayb will b able to go to slp tnite bahz....yest after blogging went to prepare to go out alr....didn feel like staying hm at tat moment....haiez didn knoe whether to feel glad or irritated tat ppl keep asking mi to go out....feel like being alone but i'm afraid of being alone....went down to X's chalet yest nite at jurong....went there only slack nth else to do....made mi sort of quiet through my whole stay there....watch tv+look at e gal making her present for sum1...i think she also broke up wif her guy on e same nite as mi....tats y tried to help her in her present making.....believe its for her ex bahz...haiez finally went to slp at ard 5plus but e rm was so cold i kept waking up e whole nite trembling....den tot of how nice it was if he were to b by my side....hahas

had to get up early this morn so left e chalet at 9plus went back to sch help uncle jackson sell drinks.....time really did pass vry vry vry vry slowly when u want it to b fast....damn it seems as though i had stayed there for 1 whole day but only stayed till 3plus den cum back le.....it was quite sians initially coz no ppl hmmm made mi started hu si luan xiang agains arrgghhsss......cudn ctrl myself le i msged him this morn.....didn expect him to rply back e but still we chatted for awhile bahz....mayb he's juz tryign to b nice to mi guess so bahz....dun pity mi for i dun deserve any n i dun need any too.....i knoe i stand no chance but still tryign to hold onto tat little hope of mine.....soon i guess my bubbles will b burst....hahas

haiez for now really wish i'll kena car bang or bang my own head on e wall n suffer from amnesia or concussion now so tat i'll forget evryting....evryting tat has happen.....for it seems my STM doesn seems to b helping mi a all for now....none of e memories have slip out from my mind yet.....felt so much like going down to wait for him fang gong like last time.....days wif him is simply sweet n nice....days w/o him is torturous though i'm still glad to have frens by my side bahz....but still i guess e feeling is quite diff bahz....

arrrggghhhsss stoopid gal big big stoopid gal gal!!!i'll b happy e!at least infron of evrybody i will b strong n i wun cry le!!!

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marssh