hmmm now at his house using com...long time since i blogged...he's gone to work le heng sia otherwise i dun think i'll dare let him see my blog worz....so sians so much seems to have happened dunno where to strt writing...

yah we've made up since tat day...i finally knoe wat tat stoopid bastard said alr....so weird lorz dun understand wat he's planning to gain from saying such stuffs abt mi...he said i'm an easy target who anyhows give my no to all customers n tat i've evn met up wif customers after work!!this is really so ridiculous alrite...yah i do give my no but reason is so simple lahz...those who take my no calls mi when they wanna cum down for drinks ok not coz of any other stuff lahz...n pls other den my bfs i dun really meet up wif guys on a 1-1 date ok...ask my guy frens ard n u'll knoe lahz wat e hell is this...ok but we've alr clarify matters le n now we're fine except for 1 more matter....darn it our r/s seems so complicated sia....

yest this customer came down for a drink...n yah i knoe he knoes my bf long bfore i met him lahz...tats y i asked him wat kinda person eu is...tat qn was asked vry long ago e but tat time he avoided my qn n instead told mi alot yest....he's asking mi not to trust eu too much....he says eu is those kinda can easily attract gals e attention lorz...yah his pic doesn look tat great but he's those kind have to see real person den will find him cute e lorz....summore his singing damn zai lahz tats yevn i'm worried abt it myself....he can easily find a gal who's btr looking n has an evn btr figure den mi e lorz sumtimes i really wonder is it juz a game to him or wat...coz he got tired of pretty gals n want to try out a next-door gal like mi?

i've seen 1 pic of him wif a gal i believe is his ex gf bahz....dunno y i get e feeling he's not really feeling xin fu wif mi compared to her e....hmmm mayb i'm thinking too much bahz but i'm still uneasy....i remember during our quarrel he said this to mi tat made mi feel evn more insecure wif him....he said he's no lack of gals n he can easily find another gal....yah tat i knoe but evr since he said tat i felt evn worse...den plus wat tat customer said to mi yest jialat sia made mi started my drinking session again....e customer told mi to dun waste my time anymore n tat i shuld stop playing wif fire le bfore i really burn myself haiez i'm confused...he's really gd to mi or is it really fake??how to find out lahz arrgghss...

yest quarrel wif another customer sia made mi damn fed up n so pissed....not tat i wanna start e quarrel arhs yah i was drunk at tat moment alr but i'm still concious ok i still knoe wats happening ard mi...he was scolding his gal fren until so jialat lahz....at 1st i didn knoe e coz i was drinking wif my frens mahz....den my sis came ovr n ask mi to pull tat gal away lorz...pls lahz no matter wt happens a guy shuldn treat a gal like shit lahz...wat kinda guy r u if u really do such thing lorz u're a complete asshole only lhz...den he raised his voice at mi n told mi to get lost if i dun wanna get scolded too...oh wat f*** is tat lahz if u really dun wan mi to get involved u shuld have simply told mi n not yelled at mi lahz damn guy idiotic stoopid insensitive creature....so wat if u;re ddrunk it doesn give u any right to vent ur anger at those ard u ok....go hm n scold urself instead lahz wats this....den of coz is quarrel lahz den my sis n e boss came to pull mi away tell mi dun bother abt him he's drunk stoopid lahz....curse him to death sia....yah forgot to say he tried to woo mii few wks bfore n tat was coz my sis rejected him n he targeted mi instead den during tat period he was so damn shittty to my sis coz of e rejection he evn humiliated my sis infron of other customers...now he found out tat i'm attached n he's giving mi shit too....this kinda guy is so fucked up lahz...dunno how to take a look at urself in e mirror pls lahz i knoe i'm not pretty but u look evn more like shit den mi ok!so fuck off n understand tat mi n my sis r not born to let u humiliate us e ok!

enuf of tt idiot....hmmm ntu called mi down for interview yest le...but faculty of engineering eh damn it it was 1 of my last choice lai e....how sia n i seem to have screwed up e interview too...they asked mi qns n i really didn knoe how to ans them lorz....they asked mi abt myself but prob now is i dun evn knoe myself how do i tell u sia....haiez now can only pray hard n hope i can pass this....if not im real dead....evn nus e nursing also didn wan mi lorz....tat course is e 1 i'm most confident i can go e coz i believe not many wud wanna sign up for it sia now....i'm lost again....=x

oh yah yah this forgot to mention i went out wif peg n quizzy LOL go eat swensens n walked e whole of cwp hahahas i knoe i'm full of shit u 2 have to pei he mi so kelian sia hahahas....k lahz i had fun hope u guys too....peg sorry arhs pics have to wait i rarely use cim nowadays....=x