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Monday, May 21, 2007

didn get to slp well again....haiez weather's not helping mi at all....tried to fall aslp at 3plus but got up again a few times....finally got up at 10am den went out....went back to sch to get my cert after tat went town to collect joan's vest den to amk to see caiyu's doc....now nowhere else to go so had to cum hm again....

i tried to smile today alr.....i told myself canot b sad today but still i will bu zhi bu jue think of him n e smile is gone alr....now den i realise how tough it is to smile when ur heart is crying.....hahas

nearly send him morn msg when i woke up this morn hahas luckily i managed to stop in time otherwise i guess he'ss confirm find mi a bother...hahas till now it seems diff to accept e fact that we're no longer tgt alr.....today is e 2nd day le but wo fang bu xia still.....

"转角遇到爱" saw this disc when we were at kino earlier on reminds mi he said will wait for mi to watch e show tgt e....haiez makes mi heartache....juz now kept taking out ph to look not to see any msgs or wat but coz i miss him.....his face on my dp makes mi happy n at e same time upset....hahas confusing rites i think so too....cudn get to eat much today too....went to eat at sakura thai restaurant food was quite ok i guess i might b able to eat more if i weren feeling so lousy bahz hahas.....but i still managed to finish my portion of food....now evn chocs doesn seems to tempt mi at all....hahas

heng he doesn knoe abt my blog otherwise i guess he might laugh at mi for being so stoopid bahz or otherwise feel fan of mi hahas.....haiez i miss his singing n i miss his company...to tell e truth i miss evryting abt him but i guess he doesn feel anything anymore le bahz......juz like wat joan said if he really does ask mi back i confirm will patch but it isn really worth it bahz....hahas but still i juz love him so much bahz....really wish so much to contact him again....to watch show tgt again in e nites bfore slping....n to feel his warmth slping in his arms....haiez

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