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Friday, March 16, 2007

hmmmm sud tot of him again....mayb coz he msged mi yest....hahas didn expect him to remmeber my bday...had a short chat wif him but it really makes mi felt so sweet alr...

hmmm tot of how i fell started to crush on him when i was in pri6...den how i meet him a yr bfore....how i tried to contact him ovr e yrs after we graduated from pri sch n how i confessed to him my feelings but was deeply hurt by his words yrs later.....n how he appeared in my life again when we were both in e same jc again for 2 yrs...

haiez....he's e only guy i've hasd e longest crush on....imagine from pri6 till now....though in btw there were breaks coz gotten into r/s too but still i nvr forgotten abt this particular guy...

hmmm last yr i gave him a present on his bday....yep 2nd time i gave him present le....i tot vry long of wat to get for him lorz....finally gotten him chocs+sweets n self made a box to contain it....n arhs there was a small small cake hidden beneath e chocs....i didn hand it personally to him but my sch e drink stall uncle helped mi pass to him lorz...we were preparing for our alvls during tat period of time n was having study break so no need go back sch evryday lorz....

he thanked mi for e present but it was also after this i finally given up hope on him....n i really got vry upset after e whole thing though nvr really told anybody abt it....i beileved he either gave e whole presnt to sum1 else or he threw it away....coz he didn notice e cake hidden inside....he nvr got to see it.... thoguh he did msg to thank mi but it was for e sweets+chocs....eh chocs+sweets got meaning e kks...i gave it to him coz i wanted his life to b sweet+nice....kinda lame now thinking back....i was disappointed really really disappointed coz i spend alot of effort thinking of wat to get him n how to pass it to him....den i killed alot of cells worrying abt whether he'll xian qi my gift after receiving not....

now i practically given up alot of hopes on r/s....single life is btr for i do not report to anybody abt my actions n my schedule though sumtimes it does get kinda bored n envious of e frens ard mi who're so sweetly in luv wif their other part....but nvm wats mine will eventually b mine...wats not will nvr b no matter how hard i try to force it...hmmmm i luv my frens n my family...hope u guys will luv mi too....=x

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marssh