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Saturday, March 03, 2007

gotten result...btr den i expected yep shuld b able to get in uni if e course i applying has few applicants...but still feel sad terribly down...regrets n more regrets fill up inside mi....

y m i such an idiot....evn he got much btr results den mi lahz...AAB shulb i now blame him or blame myself for my own stoopidity....i ruined my own life yeah.....yah i knoe its too late for regrets for time canot b turned back again...realy got e urge to tear off tat stoopid cert...

i was e 1st on e list in class...when i went up to my tcher i alr caught a glimpse of my result.....all Cs...this is e bad thing of being e 1st on e register....evryting also i kena 1st....

haiez....shuld i retake or shuld i move on to apply for uni....they've encouraged mi not to retake my exams...it's not e result tat saddens mi...it's e fact tat i've gotten such a grade due to my slackiness n due to all e stoopid things i've allowed myself to get into tat makes mi sooo angry wif myself....understand now??stop using other ppl's result to compare wif mine...i understand wat u're trying to do but it juz angers mi evn more for it makes mi feel u dun understand mi enuff...

if i really m able to get btr results from retaking e exams y do u have to say i'm wasting my time ehs?i believe i cud have done it den y do u have to keep telling mi results isn evryting n make it seems as though i'm really those kind who go ard to boast abt my results if i've gotten btr grades ehs....i juz wanted to prove to myself tat i can do btr...its not wat u think it is okay...arrrgghhsss to tell e truth wat u said really angers mi so much i really felt so terribly bad evn more u knoe...i dunno wat to say so i remained quiet...dun keep thinking tat i'm disappointed in e results can not....n stop using other ppl's results to compare wif mine...how wud u have felt if u've gotten e result i've gotten??so wat if i'm able to get into uni...yah i've high expectations of myself den?so??

e reason for retaking is so tat i dun wanna look back at my results n regret evn more abt it okay!this is e worse result i've evr gotten in my whole life....so how do u think i'd have felt...so wat if i will b able to do well in uni....if i were to look back at my own result i'll only b reminded of my own stoopidity n not of how i was able to move on ok...haiez forget it....my thinkings r childish alrite..

thanx anyway to evrybody sorry i was juz not feeling gd...

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marssh